In a way I have forgotten who I was. Who I was meant to be. The past week my eyes have slowly been opening up to the vision of my potential self. A self without regret. A self who lives for others. It is still a hazy mirage before my face, which, though I may reach out to touch it, seems just out of reach. It is close though.
The tips of my fingers can sense it's tangibility and I know it is real. I should just keep reaching I guess.
I have also been impressed of late by just how many truly wonderful friends I have. Each of them is beautiful and supportive. To them I say thank you.
I heard a song recently, by Josh Groban, called February Song. To me, the song describes a man, who has lost sight of what (and who) is truly important and beautiful in life. He has good intentions and would hate to hurt those he loves, but he can't seem to overcome his weaknesses. He promises those he failed to appreciate that he will return to them. He will again be who they deserve for him to be to them.
This man feels like me in so many ways.
"February Song"
Where has that old friend gone
Lost in a February song
Tell him it won't be long
Til he opens his eyes, opens his eyes
Where is that simple day
Before colors broke into shades
And how did I ever fade
Into this life, into this life
And I never want to let you down
Forgive me if I slip away
When all that I've known is lost and found
I promise you I, I'll come back to you one day
Morning is waking up
And sometimes it's more than just enough
When all that you need to love
Is in front of your eyes
It's in front of your eyes
And I never want to let you down
Forgive me if I slip away
Sometimes it's hard to find the ground
Cause I keep on falling as I try to get away
From this crazy world
And I never want to let you down
Forgive me if I slip away
When all that I've known is lost and found
I promise you I, I'll come back to you one day
Where has that old friend gone
Lost in a February song
Tell him it won't be long
Til he opens his eyes
Opens his eyes
Ai miei amici (comprendete per favore): La vita è più di dolore.
Where has that old friend gone
Lost in a February song
Tell him it won't be long
Til he opens his eyes, opens his eyes
Where is that simple day
Before colors broke into shades
And how did I ever fade
Into this life, into this life
And I never want to let you down
Forgive me if I slip away
When all that I've known is lost and found
I promise you I, I'll come back to you one day
Morning is waking up
And sometimes it's more than just enough
When all that you need to love
Is in front of your eyes
It's in front of your eyes
And I never want to let you down
Forgive me if I slip away
Sometimes it's hard to find the ground
Cause I keep on falling as I try to get away
From this crazy world
And I never want to let you down
Forgive me if I slip away
When all that I've known is lost and found
I promise you I, I'll come back to you one day
Where has that old friend gone
Lost in a February song
Tell him it won't be long
Til he opens his eyes
Opens his eyes
Ai miei amici (comprendete per favore): La vita è più di dolore.
Schofie, du sind meine beste Freund. Und ich hoffe wenn du traurig sind, ich kann du glücklich zu sein helfen.
ReplyDeleteWie schön von dir =D Du bist auch eine meiner besten Freunden! Es ist vielleicht nur weil du solche eine gute Freundin bist, dass ich realisiert habe, dass ich wohl ein besserer Freund werden soll! Danke schön Kalyn weil du so ganz genial bist. Und ich weiß immer ganz genau dass du mir helfen würdest, wenn nur ich dich bitten würde.
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